My Own Hobby

My job and hobbies have been taking care of others. My entire life I've had pets and aquariums. My job is taking care of 90 different households and their full range of problems. I'm the CEO, so I also take care of the company and my colleagues. I took care of my dog. When he died I thought I would redirect my energy into my corals. Then the blizzard ended that.

I miss Bub so much, I would much rather still have him. I wish I hadn't lost my corals. But for first time in my life I don't have another creature depending me. I have me. I'm going to give myself my energy for awhile. The notion of this terrifies me. I could always tell what my animals want. Dogs bark. Fish tanks I know by instinct. What do I need?